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 this may sound weird but i really do kind of feel proud having finished this series... i mean, the last chaptered story i worked on, provided that it wasn't a fanfic but an original story and i was working on paper instead of a computer, only got completed after almost half a year... this got finished in a little over two months! yay! :)

i actually wrote this primarily for myself, to calm me down since writing keeps me calm and relaxed... but i'm truly happy that some of you guys liked it too...

so here it is, Baby Steps Epilogue, the part i wasn't able to fit in the last chapter since it reached over 4000 words already and i couldn't decrease it anymore... which therefore means this is one of my shorter chapters but not as short as the prologue, i think... :)

TITLE: Baby Steps
CHARACTERS: Arashi members, NewS members, Horikita Maki, Inoue Mao, Oguri Shun, Ikuta Toma, and a whole horde of other Johnny's and female Japanese actresses
PAIRING: Yamashita Tomohisa/Horikita Maki; Matsumoto Jun/Inoue Mao; others
RATINGS: PG
DISCLAIMER: The only thing i own in this story is the plot...


Prologue / Chapter1/ Chapter2/ Chapter3/ Chapter4/ Chapter5/ Chapter6/ Chapter7/ Chapter8/ Chapter8.5/ Chapter9/ Chapter10/ Chapter 11/ Chapter12/ Chapter13/ Chapter14/ Chapter15/ Chapter16Chapter17

Epilogue:

their kiss...communicate the unspoken promise that they’d always and still love each other... )

----------FIN----------

the name i chose for their child really does mean beautiful blessing, according to  Japanese name meaning site i saw on google... :)

so yeah, that's the end of Baby Steps! :)
to all those who liked this fic and commented, thank you...
to all those who liked this fic and didn't comment, thank you too...
to all those who read this fic and didn't really like it that much, still, thank you... :)

and yeah, drop by a comment and tell me what you think... :) (but please don't be too harsh... :))

and yeah, i'm really supposed to be asleep by now...
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 i was supposed to post this last night but i fell asleep... so i'm posting this before i go to my review... :)

well, my parents came to visit over the weekend which promptly postponed me working on the last chapter of this fic and when i was actually able to work on it, i didn't realize that the chapter had stretched this long. i had to edit and re-edit this chapter but it was still very long... so i guess i should warn you, this is my longest chapter yet...

about the last chapter, i forgot to note that that bit with Jin complaining about having to take the middle seat was inspired by one of the scenes from my favorite American TV series... NCIS! :)

TITLE: Baby Steps
CHARACTERS: Arashi members, NewS members, Horikita Maki, Inoue Mao, Oguri Shun, Ikuta Toma, and a whole horde of other Johnny's and female Japanese actresses
PAIRING: Yamashita Tomohisa/Horikita Maki; Matsumoto Jun/Inoue Mao; others
RATINGS: PG
DISCLAIMER: The only thing i own in this story is the plot...


Prologue / Chapter1/ Chapter2/ Chapter3/ Chapter4/ Chapter5/ Chapter6/ Chapter7/ Chapter8/ Chapter8.5/ Chapter9/ Chapter10/ Chapter 11/ Chapter12/ Chapter13/ Chapter14/ Chapter15/ Chapter16

Chapter 17

I’ve always done what I was supposed to do, except for one thing… I was never supposed to fall in love with you…” )

~~~~~

and yeah, apparently, there'd be an epilogue since there's a part i wanted to put but was still unable to fit in this chapter... the epilogue would be up later this day or tomorrow morning, depending on when i'd be able to polish it... :)

so yeah... comments and critics are greatly appreciated! :)
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i'm actually amused i got to finish this chapter tonight! yay!

no ramblings today because i felt all my creative juices for the day got sucked out by this chapter alone... :)



Chapter 16:

He never thought it’d be possible for her to fall in-love with him, but he would admit that he never thought it was impossible for him to like her... )

~~~~

it's my second to the last chapter and i somehow feel like it's my obligation to defend Yamapi's cluelessness a bit... just a tiny little bit... :)

one more to go and Baby Steps is all up! i hope you guys still like this story...

as always, critics and comments are greatly appreciated! :)
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 i'm not supposed to be posting this just yet (actually, i'm not supposed to be still up at half past midnight) since tomorrow (technically, later) is still the final (and possibly worst) day for my final pre-board exams...  but i wanted to take a break since i've had 2/3rds of the exams already in the past two days and i needed to get this out of my head before things get really scary and before i forget what i wanted to write..

so yeah...

and it turns out i can't post this in [livejournal.com profile] mukae_ni_ikuyo since the JunxMao pair here is not the main story... i have an idea on what my first post there would be about though... :)

anyways...

TITLE: Baby Steps
CHARACTERS: Arashi members, NewS members, Horikita Maki, Inoue Mao, Oguri Shun, Ikuta Toma, and a whole horde of other Johnny's and female Japanese actresses
PAIRING: Yamashita Tomohisa/Horikita Maki; Matsumoto Jun/Inoue Mao; others
RATINGS: PG
DISCLAIMER: The only thing i own in this story is the plot...


Prologue / Chapter1/ Chapter2/ Chapter3/ Chapter4/ Chapter5/ Chapter6/ Chapter7/ Chapter8/ Chapter8.5/ Chapter9/ Chapter10/ Chapter 11/ Chapter12/ Chapter13/ Chapter14

Chapter 15

She had to know what he really felt. She had to know the real score. Because... even extreme masochists reach their limits too.... )

 two more two go! yay! :) barring any other extraordinary event, i'd be finished with the story by the week-end! :) please look forward to it... :)

and as always... comments and critics are loved! :)
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 First off... i want to say that the reason this is still not the last chapter was because there were still some things i haven't presented from the past chapters and i didn't feel like letting it end that way (although i could...) and i there's something that i wanted to happen that still hadn't... and because Jin has not yet returned and it didn't feel right that he wouldn't have at least a taste of the trouble Yamapi got himself into... and i wanted some things to be realized....

and also, of all the chapters i've done, this could possibly be the most difficult (maybe except the last part of this chap) because i had no idea how to make the transition... and also possibly because this is the usual part of the story i really hate doing...

alas, this part had to be done to get to the part that i wanted to present... and here it is... one of the last few chapters of Baby Steps...

TITLE: Baby Steps
CHARACTERS: Arashi members, NewS members, Horikita Maki, Inoue Mao, Oguri Shun, Ikuta Toma, and a whole horde of other Johnny's and female Japanese actresses
PAIRING: Yamashita Tomohisa/Horikita Maki; Matsumoto Jun/Inoue Mao; others
RATINGS: PG
DISCLAIMER: The only thing i own in this story is the plot...

Prologue / Chapter1/ Chapter2/ Chapter3/ Chapter4/ Chapter5/ Chapter6/ Chapter7/ Chapter8/ Chapter8.5/ Chapter9/ Chapter10/ Chapter 11/ Chapter12/ Chapter13

Chapter 14:

“love” is something he can’t say he knew... )
~~~~~


that's the very difficult to write and sort of weird chapter 14! you guys might be bored and/or annoyed with this story already... i'm sorry...
anyway, be assured that after this chapter, there'd only be at least 2 more chapters only for the story (at most would be 3) so yeah...

as always, comments and critics are always appreciated... :)
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 okay, i realized something while doing this chapter... it's absolutely a bad idea to choose a similar location for two different pairs in one same fic... i had a hard time figuring out how to make this different from the JunxMao beach scene in chapter 8.5...

i guess i should have made 8.5 a trip to Disneyland... but... but... i really, really wanted Jun and Mao's scene to be at the beach, especially since it was Jun's birthday and a trip to such a public place is practically impossible...

and there's no way i could make Maki and Yamapi go to Disneyland specifically because Maki is unable to ride the roller coaster and i wanted their scene to be in Chiba. it has to be in Chiba!

anyway, i hope the two scenes are not too similar (i think so, at least)...

and yeah, before you continue, BE WARNED, i only know 3 things about Chiba:
1. That Aiba is from Chiba,
2. That Aiba loves and is very proud of Chiba,
3. and That you can fish in Chiba (thanks to Ohno) of course
Actually, make that 4 things since i am now aware that Yamapi is also from Chiba... anything else about the place, including topography and the like, i do not know and was unable to make research on so i'm sorry if the scene or the location doesn't sound right...

and so...

TITLE: Baby Steps
CHARACTERS: Arashi members, NewS members, Horikita Maki, Inoue Mao, Oguri Shun, Ikuta Toma, and a whole horde of other Johnny's and female Japanese actresses
PAIRING: Yamashita Tomohisa/Horikita Maki; Matsumoto Jun/Inoue Mao; others
RATINGS: PG
DISCLAIMER: The only thing i own in this story is the plot...

Prologue / Chapter1/ Chapter2/ Chapter3/ Chapter4/ Chapter5/ Chapter6/ Chapter7/ Chapter8/ Chapter8.5/ Chapter9/ Chapter10/ Chapter 11/ Chapter12

Chapter 13

...why does that thought make him feel like he know how great it feels to have a full-packed concert at the Kokuritsu Stadium? )
~~~~~

that's chapter 13! comments/critics are always loved... :)
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I thought i would only be able to post this when i get up tomorrow morning (technically later since it's midnight here already) but they say that there's no better time than the present, right?

TITLE: Baby Steps
CHARACTERS: Arashi members, NewS members, Horikita Maki, Inoue Mao, Oguri Shun, Ikuta Toma, and a whole horde of other Johnny's and female Japanese actresses 
PAIRING: Yamashita Tomohisa/Horikita Maki; Matsumoto Jun/Inoue Mao; others
RATINGS: PG
DISCLAIMER: The only thing i own in this story is the plot...

Prologue / Chapter1/ Chapter2/ Chapter3/ Chapter4/ Chapter5/ Chapter6/ Chapter7/ Chapter8/ Chapter8.5/ Chapter9/ Chapter10/ Chapter 11



Chapter 12

She wasn't opposed to fallin in love... but falling in love with an idol, a Johnnys idol especially, spelled Trouble with a capital "T" )
~~~~~

i'm a bit sleepy now though since this had been a very long and tiring day so any typos and errors will be corrected when i wake up... :) just woke up and did a bit of editing... (i told you i was sleepy! :D)

as always... comments and critics are welcomed and loved... :)
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 late post is late post... but at least it's not never, right? lol

anyway, i had to leave my trustee computer when we traveled to my eldest sister's place in another region because it was my nephew's third birthday... it was a pretty eventful day and i had fun playing with my nephew again but it also meant that i was unable to continued with this story...

my nephew's growing old *cries happily* (and i'm getting older... not really... :D)

and now...

TITLE: Baby Steps
CHARACTERS: Arashi members, NewS members, Horikita Maki, Inoue Mao, Oguri Shun, Ikuta Toma, and a whole horde of other Johnny's and female Japanese actresses
PAIRING: Yamashita Tomohisa/Horikita Maki; Matsumoto Jun/Inoue Mao; others
RATINGS: PG
DISCLAIMER: The only thing i own in this story is the plot...

Prologue / Chapter1/ Chapter2/ Chapter3/ Chapter4/ Chapter5/ Chapter6/ Chapter7/ Chapter8/ Chapter8.5/ Chapter9/ Chapter 10

Chapter 11


The first images made his insides churn... the last worried him. )
So thats' chapter 11! as always, critics and reviews are greatly appreciated! (i mean, seriously guys... tell me what you think... :D)
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 I just saw the most jaw dropping, heart stopping and all together shocking proposal a Johnny's idol has ever made... and the funny thing is, it wasn't even delivered by someone who's off age! :)

it was Chinen's in one of his regular shows (School Kakumei, I think) to Hisamoto Masami, and maybe the fact that it was him who made it gave it a lot more impact because it was completely unexpected of him. I even didn't see where he was going at when he delivered his lines! And the fact that Hisamoto Masami is old enough to be his mother, or a young grandmother, gave it more impact... She was even quite speechless for a while! :D (Oh Chinen, you really are a Johnny...)

anyways...


TITLE: Baby Steps
CHARACTERS: Arashi members, NewS members, Horikita Maki, Inoue Mao, Oguri Shun, Ikuta Toma, and a whole horde of other Johnny's and female Japanese actresses
PAIRING: Yamashita Tomohisa/Horikita Maki; Matsumoto Jun/Inoue Mao; others
RATINGS: PG
DISCLAIMER: The only thing i own in this story is the plot...

Prologue / Chapter1/ Chapter2/ Chapter3/ Chapter4/ Chapter5/ Chapter6/ Chapter7/ Chapter8/ Chapter8.5/ Chapter9

Chapter 10:


He felt like he wanted her to smile for him... )


so that's chapter 10! :) anyway, can someone please tell me NewS schedule for their upcoming concert tour? the date plus the location please... or link me to a page with the schedule or something... i kind of need it... please? thanks! :)

as always, critics and comments are loved...

yaaaay! :)

Sep. 4th, 2010 12:15 am
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an update! yaay! i'm just so happy i was able to update this after such a tiring week...

anyway, i have this weird liking of watching Johnny idols marriage announcements and specials... it's cute and heartwarming and it always makes  me smile... too bad only Innochi and Gussan have such episodes...

anyway...

TITLE: Baby Steps

CHARACTERS: Arashi members, NewS members, Horikita Maki, Inoue Mao, Oguri Shun, Ikuta Toma, and a whole horde of other Johnny's and female Japanese actresses
PAIRING: Yamashita Tomohisa/Horikita Maki; Matsumoto Jun/Inoue Mao; others
RATINGS: PG
DISCLAIMER: The only thing i own in this story is the plot...

Prologue / Chapter1/ Chapter2/ Chapter3/ Chapter4/ Chapter5/ Chapter6/ Chapter7/ Chapter8/ Chapter8.5

Chapter 9:

“I’d like to give that a try…” )

as always, comments and critics are really loved... :)
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 I have to admit, i'm pretty much determined to celebrate this day since i didn't get to celebrate my own birthday last month (had my first pre-board on my birthday itself... ): ) so...

to my first (and still leading) JE love,
to the reason why i even have an lj account,
to the reason why i have tons of Japanese videos and clips on cds and my hard drive,
to the reason why i got interested in things Japanese...
to Arashi's resident DoS...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATSUJUN!!!

and since i can't do wallpapers or icons or fanvids, i present the only things i know how to do... a drabble and a fic...

first, the drabble...

~~~~~
she makes it special... )
~~~~~

and then a side-shot of the series i am working on that is completely unrelated to the above drabble...
WARNING: the following side-shot might be a little confusing if you haven't read the rest of Baby Steps...

TITLE: Baby Steps
CHARACTERS: Arashi members, NewS members, Horikita Maki, Inoue Mao, Oguri Shun, Ikuta Toma, and a whole horde of other Johnny's and female Japanese actresses
PAIRING: Yamashita Tomohisa/Horikita Maki; Matsumoto Jun/Inoue Mao; others
RATINGS: PG
DISCLAIMER: The only thing i own in this story is the plot...

Prologue / Chapter1/ Chapter2/ Chapter3/ Chapter4/ Chapter5/ Chapter6/ Chapter7/ Chapter8

Chapter 8.5

Nah... I think i like this version better... )


i can't believe i wrote either one... *face palms*
anyway, comments and critics are always loved... :)
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TITLE: Baby Steps
CHARACTERS: Arashi members, NewS members, Horikita Maki, Inoue Mao, Oguri Shun, Ikuta Toma, and a whole horde of other Johnny's and female Japanese actresses
PAIRING: Yamashita Tomohisa/Horikita Maki; Matsumoto Jun/Inoue Mao; others
RATINGS: PG
DISCLAIMER: The only thing i own in this story is the plot...

Prologue / Chapter1/ Chapter2/ Chapter3/ Chapter4/ Chapter5/ Chapter6/ Chapter7

Chapter 8:

“I know!” cheered Toma, making everyone turn to him. “Just like high school!” )


it's not yet the 30th! (i'm pretty adamant about that... lol!) anyway, it's obvious that i wouldn't finish this before August ends (real life is not inspiring me) but i'm definitely going to finish this before the end of September...

and to appease myself, this is not my Matsumoto Jun birthday post! :D i'm posting a little side story to this before his birthday ends so please look forward to that... :)

as always, comments and critics are really appreciated! :)
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 I was writing when i should have been reviewing... And then I was watching when i should have been writing! Oh well...

Since my muses suddenly went on vacation and did not return for a few days (seriously, last night was the only time i was able to add to the chapter i was working on in a good number of days...), i got crazy and started dl-ing and watching some video clips and reading about the other JE groups other than Arashi. :)

i realized quite a few things from those clips. Kanjani8 interviews are always loud, funny, and they absolutely love to talk! and i absolutely love their Shin Domoto Kyudai appearances. Toma guesting on a JE-hosted show is always fun because of the bullying that ensues (well, that goes for any kouhai appearing on a sempai show...). Becky had probably guested on almost all Johnny-hosted show, and her appearances are always lots of fun. Koichi is bad in drawing but perhaps not as bad as Tegoshi is while Tsuyoshi is artistic. Ryo can't really handle interviews and is the worst at being funny amongst all of Kanjani8 (I love his Hanamaru Cafe guesting when he positively stuttered when one of the hosts asked him if he liked doing the laundry!) while both Hina and Yoko don't really need the host to get the talk going... NewS apparently is the only group who has no group show (from what i've seen at least).

I now know at least one song from each of the debuted Johnny's group since SMAP. And i can now name every member of all groups since SMAP except Hey!Say!JUMP (but i do know at least half of them...)

Toma is still my favorite non-Arashi JE boy, but is now closely followed by Ryo. TOKIO is my favorite sempai group but Arashi still remains to be at the top... :) And oh, i'm seriously in love with Tegomassu's Ai ai gasa right now... :)

And now... :)

TITLE: Baby Steps
CHARACTERS: Arashi members, NewS members, Horikita Maki, Inoue Mao, Oguri Shun, Ikuta Toma, and a whole horde of other Johnny's and female Japanese actresses
PAIRING: Yamashita Tomohisa/Horikita Maki; Matsumoto Jun/Inoue Mao; others
RATINGS: PG
DISCLAIMER: The only thing i own in this story is the plot...

Prologue / Chapter1/ Chapter2/ Chapter3/ Chapter4/ Chapter5/ Chapter6


Chapter 7:

i am not going to wait for you... )

it's a late update but this chapter is seriously the hardest chapter i've worked on... :) i hope it wont disappointed though... :)
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TITLE: Baby Steps
CHARACTERS: Arashi members, NewS members, Horikita Maki, Inoue Mao, Oguri Shun, Ikuta Toma, and a whole horde of other Johnny's and female Japanese actresses
PAIRING: Yamashita Tomohisa/Horikita Maki; Matsumoto Jun/Inoue Mao; others
RATINGS: PG
DISCLAIMER: The only thing i own in this story is the plot...

Prologue / Chapter1/ Chapter2/ Chapter3/ Chapter4/ Chapter5

Chapter 6: Tensions and Meetings

Note: Yamapi's manager's name (just like Maki's) came from two tv characters. Nanba from Mizushima Hiro's Hana Kimi role (Nanba Minami or just plain Nanba-senpai) and Shinji from Takizawa Hideaki's role in Orhtros no Inu (Ryuzaki Shinji)


...that was as rare as SMAP attending the Johnny's New Year Countdown... )


0_0... i'm late for my own schedule but... well, better late than never right? :)
i hope this does not disappoint you guys... :)
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my muses are eluding me... anyways...

TITLE: Baby Steps

CHARACTERS: Arashi members, NewS members, Horikita Maki, Inoue Mao, Oguri Shun, Ikuta Toma, and a whole horde of other Johnny's and female Japanese actresses
PAIRING: Yamashita Tomohisa/Horikita Maki; Matsumoto Jun/Inoue Mao; others
RATINGS: PG
DISCLAIMER: The only thing i own in this story is the plot...

Prologue / Chapter1/ Chapter2/ Chapter3/ Chapter4


Chapter 5: THE INTERVENTION: Making Yamapi make a decision


You're a Johnny. And Johnny's are taught to seduce even before we become off age, we all know that... )

as always... comments are loved... :)
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Dear sleep,

What have i done wrong?! Why are you avoiding me?! WHY?!?!?!?!?! =(

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ignore me... just got a little bit crazy after being told earlier this day that i "look like hell..."... huhuhu.... i can't sleep!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

And now, on to my regular news... :)

TITLE: Baby Steps
CHARACTERS: Arashi members, NewS members, Horikita Maki, Inoue Mao, Oguri Shun, Ikuta Toma, and a whole horde of other Johnny's and female Japanese actresses
PAIRING: Yamashita Tomohisa/Horikita Maki; Matsumoto Jun/Inoue Mao; others
RATINGS: PG
DISCLAIMER: The only thing i own in this story is the plot...

Prologue / Chapter1/ Chapter2/ Chapter3

Chapter 4: Encounters...

She did not want Yamashita Tomohisa’s pity. That’s the last thing she would ever want from him, the last thing she’d ever need from the guy she once admired... )

and that's chapter 4! and yay! i survived this day!
anyway... comments are always appreciated... :)
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TITLE: Baby Steps
CHARACTERS: Arashi members, NewS members, Horikita Maki, Inoue Mao, Oguri Shun, Ikuta Toma, and a whole horde of other Johnny's and female Japanese actresses
PAIRING: Yamashita Tomohisa/Horikita Maki; Matsumoto Jun/Inoue Mao; others
RATINGS: PG
DISCLAIMER: The only thing i own in this story is the plot...

Prologue / Chapter1/ Chapter2

Chapter 3:

The feelings Yamapi had generated from her that night were so intense, it scared her... )
----------

Okay! so that's Chapter 3 of Baby Steps!

Last night, I made a resolution... I plan to finish this story before August 30! :)
It is just really because i've already made plans for this story's epilogue and it would be fitting for the birthday boy of the 30th... :)

As always... comments are greatly appreciated! :)
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Okay... My insomnia is at it's worst state ever (I'd only probably get some sleep around 4am even if i have a review session the next day...), my attention span is getting shorter by the day (i can't make myself do anything for a long period of time anymore... it's always in short bursts) and my right shoulder aches like hell.... but then again, that's just me.... :D

And now, to the real reason to this post....

OOOOOOkay! a sudden announcement of a no review session leads to me posting these... :)

hope you guys are still interested... :)

TITLE: Baby Steps
CHARACTERS: Arashi members, NewS members, Horikita Maki, Inoue Mao, Oguri Shun, Ikuta Toma, and a whole horde of other Johnny's and female Japanese actresses
PAIRING: Yamashita Tomohisa/Horikita Maki; Matsumoto Jun/Inoue Mao; others
RATINGS: PG
DISCLAIMER: The only thing i own in this story is the plot...

Prologue / Chapter1

CHAPTER 2:

HORIKITA MAKI PREGNANT WITH A JOHNNY'S BABY?! )

comments are ♥
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Felt this day to be quite productive despite only having 2 hours sleep so i'm posting this... wow... i don't think i'm making much sense... haaayz...

TITLE: Baby Steps

CHARACTERS: Arashi members, NewS members, Horikita Maki, Inoue Mao, Oguri Shun, Ikuta Toma, and a whole horde of other Johnny's and female Japanese actresses
PAIRING: Yamashita Tomohisa/Horikita Maki; Matsumoto Jun/Inoue Mao; others
RATINGS: PG
DISCLAIMER: The only thing i own in this story is the plot...

Prologue

CHAPTER 1:


Wait, when did i say i wanted to get back with Keiko-chan? )

Any readers out there? Comments and critics are welcomed... Oh well, this was fun to write... :)
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my first try at a multi-chaptered fic... hope it's okay... :)

TITLE: Baby Steps
CHARACTERS: Arashi members, NewS members, Horikita Maki, Inoue Mao, Oguri Shun, Ikuta Toma, and a whole horde of other Johnny's and female Japanese actresses 
PAIRING: Yamashita Tomohisa/Horikita Maki; Matsumoto Jun/Inoue Mao; others
RATINGS: PG
DISCLAIMER: The only thing i own in this story is the plot...

Prologue

What do you mean she's pregnant?! )

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